Another whiney rant. I know some of you like never whine..but I just need to vent. I'm not one to hold anything in.
Anyway. I turns out my best friend isn't really a friend afterall. I don't know where I find these people lol. She has been one of my *ONLY* friends for a long time. Thankfully I've been meeting a couple people in the last while. Anyway. I've thought a lot differntly of her, she talks trash about a lot of her friends. I figured she wouldn't about me though, she was always pretty cool and come straight out with stuff. Anyway. I guess I was wrong. Appearintly she's been saying things like, when I got my 1500 dollar camera I was "immature and selfish and don't know how to handle money" and when I spent a lot of time helping her look for her cat, she never thanked me. Appearintly she said behind my back when someone said oh it's good she helped you, she said "yeah, a lot of good it did". THEN, she also appearintely said that it's good my "mommy" has a job that she can get me a job at. And when I thought I wasn't getting shifts I was going ot look elsewheres and she said "yeah right, she couldn't handle a job somewhere else. She just couldn't do it"
God, that just HURTS...I've had A LOT of sh**ty friends, and a lot of horrible things happen to me. I find it very hard to trust people..and it seems everytime I open to someone this happens. WTF is wrong with me?! I know I shouldn't be, but I'm freakin upset. I WAS suppose to go see some movie with her but f*** that. -sigh- I wanted to go to the drive in too cause that's the last time it will be playing or osme crap.
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