I've thought about this for a really long time and I finally feel like I need to say something.

I broke down again last night and I cried about everything, I was sad, angry, upset, jealous, EVERYTHING imaginable. I feel like I have brought too much attention to myself. There are other people here that need more help and prayers than I do, and I feel like I'm whining too much or something.

So here it is; I just don't want to feel like I am a burden to anyone. I feel like my problems aren't as important as other peoples. I have two parents, who still love each other, and I have at least one reliable parent. Some people don't even have one.

I'm sorry if some of you have felt like I have been getting more attention than I deserve and sorry if you feel like I complain too much. I just want to clear any problems I've had with anyone.

Sorry. I just hope that you guys don't think I'm that big of a whiner... I've come to a realization is that I have more than some people and I should be thankful for that... and I am.