As usual. Sorry this is a pointless rant, but I am so irritated right now. After Jaden, I decided that I would never breast feed again. It was horribly painful for me and it didn't help with my post partum depression at all. Breastfeeding was the most painful experience ever in my life.

I am not an idiot, I fully understand the pluses and minuses that come with breastfeeding. I have had a whole 7 years to think out this decision. I told my doctor from the start that I'm not breastfeeding this baby and she fully understands.

So many people are butting their noses in my business! Why should I have to stand there and talk about my breasts to people? Why does everyone including strangers think it's their duty to convert me?!

Mike's best friend's wife just recently had their first child. She's breastfeeding and not having a problem, which is wonderful. I am happy for her. Well, his friend will not let it go! Steve keeps telling Mike all about how he has to make me breastfeed because otherwise my kid is going to be sickly, we won't bond, blah blah blah. He's a freaking man! If he thinks it's so important, maybe he should breast feed my child.

How dare people who have never even breast fed before tell me that I am horrible for not breastfeeding. I am so sick of getting backed into corners and having to explain myself. Why should I have to explain my prior breastfeeding experience to everyone?! I am an adult that is fully capable of making decisions. They talk to me like I've never heard of breastfeeding before.