I am so unhappy right now, i have accidentally caused my precious baby lexie to be hurt, this morning i was looking in my daughters draws for a singlet for her(Its a cold day in nz today) i did not notice lexie follow me, and i jammed her tail in the draw, they are kinda stiff draws, she did not even make a noise, i just saw her run away, and her tail was all fluffed up, i realized what had happened , i picked her up and blood poured onto the floor and my foot, i panicked, my god what have i done.
I rushed her off to the vet, they say it does not appear broken, but shaved it, and said it needed one stitch, so now my baby is at the vets all day, frightened and alone, and needing a sedation, at least they will give her pain relief, thank goodness, i hope to pick her up this afternoon, unfortunately she ate a meal before we left so they will probably wait to do the sedation.
I feel so stink and sick in the stomach, my gentle, loving wee kitty, who gives me so much, and i have put her through this.
I cant forgive myself for this . I hate myself right now for hurting my baby i really do. Thanks for listening.