For who ever chooses to read this, my very best friend died last November, and it has been hard. It is a little over 3 months now and although the days get a little easier as time marches on, I still have "bad" days.....like now. I really miss her and the part that makes it the hardest is that I really don't have any one to share my saddness with. I don't have any one that would qualify as the type of friend that you'd take a problem like this to. So, I am here. I don't wish to start a "pity party", I just kind of needed to use group therapy (such as it is). Thanks for listening.