My sweet girl seems to have taken a turn for the worse tonight, very sudden really, she is vomiting everything i give her about an hour later, i gave her a steroid hoping that would help, she has also peed outside her litter box, right beside it twice now, she is still peeing in the box as well,just odd for her and she looks a bit vacant.

There are no UTI issues , as i am very aware of that,it is more like she does not know quite what she is doing.,but keeping a close eye all the same, does not seem to be in any pain when peeing or afterwards and not displaying the usual symptoms and behaviours of one.

I am very worried, will have to try and get a vet appointment tomorrow, but they are so booked up always, she is terminally ill as you all know,and has been holding her own really well until tonight, she has been eating really well and did not appear to be in much discomfort,I would never let that happen anyhow, i really know my kitties very well, their body language ,everything as i am with them 24/7.

Ellie might not recover this time, but i am hoping it is only a temporary set back, however i am realistic enough to know i may have to let her go,she has had a good six months and i was hoping for more, but i am not giving up just yet, who knows what tomorrow will bring, hopefully something good to report , in the meantime another sleepless night ahead.

All your good thoughts and prayers are much needed now and would be so deeply appreciated, this wee girl is so special to me, and i love her with all my heart,but i don't want her to suffer,and will do what is right if i have to.

Thanks for listening.