It is with much heartache, that i tell you my sweet girl is not well, she just crashed yesterday, she has been peeing a lot, not straining or in apparent pain from what i see and know,but all the same being going a lot, she is also very unsettled, and lethargic and she just looks not so good.

She also let me pick her up and she just snuggled in to me, not my girl, she does not like being picked up or held, so i know something is not right.


Up until yesterday, she was beginning to gain some weight, although i did not think her coat was looking good,very oily and scraggy and also has a lot of that kind of dandruff stuff.,but other than that she had not displayed signs of being unwell or really sick until yesterday.

I frankly fear the worst , and i know that i am probably going to get bad news,so am prepared for it, but still i can only hope i am wrong and things are not as bad as they seem, Ellie and I have been through a lot together, and after all of that it would be so sad to find out she is seriously ill.

I have to hope it is something we can fix and she will be ok,my thoughts are going with Thryoid,CRF,or liver, although i am not picking the last one, i hope it is none of the above and Ellie can have some medication that will fix her and make her well again.

I am feeling very nervous about this appointment at 2pm today, my wee girl will be so stressed going there too,not that i blame her, i am seeing my vet who performed all the surgery on her a few months back, so that is good as he knows her history ,and he is so gentle and kind to her.

Please be thinking of Ellie and prayers and good thoughts are always appreciated, thanks for listening.