Another Story... =P

[G.P.girl]

Originally posted by Dogz
Ahhh! That's sweet, but I don't think I trust Graham either, I don't know why.

see?see? i told you!!

[G.P.girl]

hey!!!!! i need more!!! i don't hate graham that much!!! is this punishment?????i love graham ! will you post more now???

[Amber]

update pwease??

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

We stayed for a while then left at around 5. I said my good-byes and hugged everyone once more. Graham showed me the apartment. It was really big, and brand new. I loved it already. There was a small garden in the back, with tons of space for planting flowers. He had a few things moved in already, and a few boxes lying around. I put my stuff in the bedroom and we went shopping.
He drove, I wasn't "in well enough condition" to drive, or so Shannon had said. I looked around, because it had been so long since the last time I had been outside. We went shopping and on the way back decided to drive around and see the Christmas lights that began appearing around town. We drove around and around, saw numerous houses, and decided to head back.
Graham had applied for a job and began work the next day. He was working as head cook in a popular restaurant down the street. He had studied cooking all through school, but when he got put into the Rehab Center, he had lost all hope. He proved himself wrong and became head cook almost istantly.
I had another doctor appointment in a few days, so Idecided to weigh myself. I was 110 pounds. I again shuddered at the thought, but I knew it had to stay up in order for me to stay here. Graham also had a doctors appointment, but his was today after work.

It's boring now, but it will get interesting if I think of something... lol

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

I had another doctor appointment today, so Idecided to weigh myself. I was 110 pounds. I again shuddered at the thought, but I knew it had to stay up in order for me to stay here. Graham also had a doctors appointment, but his was today after work.
Our neighbors came over that day to say hello. One was a single mother with five kids. All under the age of 7. When she came, I said hi to her and the kids and when she left, I couldn't help but laugh. It was mean, I know, but she was the exact replica of what you would see on TV. Another was some teenage guy. He was like 18, probably had no clue what he was doing.
"I am James. Very nice to meet you." he said, looking me over. He winked at me and left. I rolled my eyes. I went back inside and made lunch. Graham was teaching me how to cook, but I could still only make mac and cheese.
He came home from work just as I had finished making my mac and cheese. He ate most of it, he told me he was starving. I rolled my eyes at him and laughed. We both went to the doctor together. He was first, and I went in before he came back out. The doctor told me I was doing good, 111 pounds, and I was pretty healthy. I went and waited outside for Graham. He came out about ten minutes later.
"I am perfectly healthy!" he said, happily. "The doc examined my cuts and he said if I ever attempted again, they would put me back." I looked at his wrists. His cuts were much worse than mine. Deeper and longer. I looked at my own. My infected cut. It was still swollen, believe it or not, and it was a nice shade of purple. I was now beginning to realize they were ugly. Cutting was bad.
When we got home I wrapped Ace bandages around my wrists. I didn't want them to be visible to public. They were signs of my past. I didn't want people to know my past.

[Amber]

MORE

[G.P.girl]

more!!!!

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

While Graham was at work, I looked at a wedding magazine I had picked up a few days ago. I didn't want to look at it at first, in fear of being to fat for all those gorgeous dresses. I finally just gave in and looked. There were huge poofy ones, slim and silky ones, every kind you could think of. I remember back to when Olivia and I were young. She always wore a dress that she said was a wedding dress. It was "nice and smooth and shiny", Olivia had always said. I looked at the silky ones. I fell in love with a dress that had thin straps, and it was ankle length. It also had a see-through lacey sash that went over your shoulders. I loved it instantly.
I decided to walk to the Rehab center to visit everyone. It had only been a few weeks since I left, but I missed them terribly. It was maybe a mile walk from here. I put on a sweatshirt, thick jacket, mittens and a hat and left. The doctor told me to be very careful and stay warm, my organs were still weak, and if I got sick, it could possibly be fatal.
I walked along the road as cars whizzed by. I pulled my jacket up around my face because the wind was blowing directly at me. I kept my hand clasped over the magazine page so it wouldn't blow away.
I arrived about ten minutes later. I was frozen to the bone. I quietly knocked. Shannon opened the door.
"Kersey!!" She cried, hugging me. "Everyone come!! It's Kersey!" She yelled. Withing seconds, everyone was bunched around me, giving me hugs. I noticed Eliza wasn't with the group.
"Where's Eliza?" I asked Heather.
"Oh. She's not doing very well. She hasn't been right lately. She tried running away and she got really sick from the cold. She's in her room if you want to go visit her." Heather said, hugging me quick before I went to Eliza's room.
I knocked quietly on the door.
"Eliza? It's me, Kersey." I said. I heard her get up and come to the door.
"Oh, hi Kersey." she said. Her face was red from crying.
"Eliza, girl, what's wrong?" I said, putting my arm around her and hugging her.
"It's just so bad, Kersey. I hate it here." she cried into my shirt.
"What happened?" I asked.

[G.P.girl]

uhuh and....
*waiting for more*

[CamCamPup33]

I thought it was over! I guess i was too into writing my story and i didnt notice..

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

"What happened?" I asked.
"I tried to leave. Kersey this place is hell without you." she cried again. "I wanted to leave so I left during my break. It was really cold and all I had was what I was wearing. I got sick, they found me walking on the street." she sobbed again.
"You can't just leave, Liza." I said.
"You did!"
"I know, I shouldn't have. Look at what happened. I almost got Graham and I killed, and someone killed themself. I didn't enjoy it. Stay here, where you have food and a nice warm place to live. You don't want to leave till it's time." I said, stroking her hair. "Promise me you will stay until you get better." I said.
"I guess. I just don't want to be here anymore." she said, wiping her teared eyes. "How are you and Graham?" she asked.
"Good. I picked out a wedding dress. Wanna see?" I asked, smiling.
"Yeah!" she said. I pulled the page out of my pocket and unfolded it.
"This one." I said, pointing to it.
"Aww, Kersey, it will look so beautiful on you! I'm so happy for you!" she cried, hugging me. "Guess what?" she said, grinning from ear to ear.
"Huh?"
"Drew and I have... a thing." she said, silently clapping her hands.
"Wow, you and Drew? Way to go!" I said, high-fiving her. This is what I missed most; the girl time I had with Liza, Emma and Heather.
"That reminds me, where's Emma?" I asked.
"She... she.." Eliza began. Maybe I shouldn't have asked.

[Amber]

What happens??! more!!

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

"She... she.." Eliza began. Maybe I shouldn't have asked.
"She ran away a while ago too. She got really really sick. She's still in the hospital." she said, sadly.
"Oh wow. Stuff has really changed around here." I said. I was fidgeting with my hands again. "How long until you are released?" I asked.
"About three weeks they told me." she said.
"Well when Graham gets home from work I am going to stop and see Emma in the hospital, want me to come and get you?" I asked.
"Would you? I'd love to go see her. I think she would love to see you too." she said, smiling.
"Sure! We'll come around six or so. Be ready!" I said. "I better get going, Eliza." I hugged her. "Stay safe." I said, pointing my finger at her.
"You sound like my mother." she said, laughing.
"Exactly what I was going for." I said, laughing along. I hugged everyone again and put my jacket back on. I went back outside into the 34 degree weather. At least that's what the bank's time and temperature sign said. I figured it would have been better to stay home. I was already feeling sick. I was about two blocks from home and my eyes began watering from the blistering cold. I felt a cold coming on.
It was about three when I got home. Graham was due home in about two hours. I decided to make a sandwich. I was going to try and eat a whole half this time too. I was really tired and groggy while I was making my sandwich. I decided to lie down for a while and sleep it off.

[G.P.girl]

moremoremoremoremoremoremore!!!!!

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

I couldn't even sleep. I had a huge headache, my stomach hurt really bad, and I was really pale. I thought I better call Graham.
"Graham? I think I'm sick. I need help." I said, swallowing hard. I couldn't cry now.
"It's okay baby. I'm coming. Don't cry now, it's okay." he said. I loved his calming voice. It could make me better any day.
"Okay." I said weakly. I layed on the couch and waited. I was feeling a little light-headed, but my stomach hurt less. My head was still pounding. I heard a car door.
"Baby, are you okay?" he asked, running up to me.
"I don't know. I just wanted to walk to the rehab center--"
"You walked to the rehab center?!? Kersey! That's over a mile! It's freezing out!" he cried. He helped me up and helped me put my jacket and mittens on. He wrapped two blankets around me and helped me to the car. The way he was acting scared me more than I already was. I hated seeing him so scared.