I don't abuse her or hit her or shout at her but i can't stand her!
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I feel that she likes me and wants me to like her, she does the typical collie thing sits close and offers her paw, no matter how much i (it sounds horrid i know) ignore her she keeps offering her paw.
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Why force it? I mean, if you were being mean to her, or abusing her or neglecting her, that would be different.
I am not trying to sound mean here and I want to tell you honestly how I feel here because my heart is breaking for this poor dog. And I sincerely feel empathy for you because you are feeling that there is something not quite right about this situation or else you wouldn't have posted asking for opinions. It sounds like deep down inside you know that this situation is somewhat out of control and heavy, and maybe you are sharing it with us for input. It takes guts to admit to something so personal like this and I admire your courage to ask for opinions.

Sometimes the opinions of others aren't what one really hope to hear if they aren't in agreement with one's own idea's. And, I hope you won't be offended and won't shut out what I feel needs to be said.

First of all, I totally disagree that the way the dog is being treated is not abusive. It most DEFINITELY is emotionally abusive to the dog to withold affection from it.

Depriving a dog of the love, positive praise, and affection is a passive aggressive and cruel things to do to a companion animal. And it harms the animal just as much as physical beating or hitting the dog. Because although you aren't abusing its physical body and are meeting its physical needs for food and shelter, you are abusing this animal by being averse to its presence and by witholding your love, affection, petting, etc.

The animal senses the lack of love and just tries harder and harder to please the human and it ruins the dog's spirit just like a parent doing the same to a child would mess up the child. It IS ABUSIVE even though it is not hitting or beating. And if the animal sees you being nice and sweet to another dog while you don't treat it as well as you could/should, then the dog gets upset that you play favorites. And, this kind of treatment of the dog is being mean to the dog and is definitely a form of emotional abuse and emotional neglect. You are breaking this dog's heart and weighing down its spirit.

Just your feeling jumpy around the dog -- the dog surely senses that and just keeps trying harder to please you. The dog is trying so hard to please you by promptly obeying commands to show you it wants to be friends. And you are blowing the dog off by witholding your love. The sad fact is, this dog will never please you and will never meet your expectations because it cannot talk you out of what you have associated this dog with. It is up to you to change this situation if you really want to make it better for yourself and for this dog.

It sounds like you have associated this dog's barking with the paranormal and this fear is taking over you and causing you to treat this poor dog in a way that it sounds like you haven't treated other dogs. You admit that ghosts are something you are scared of. You said that this dog has made your safe place not safe anymore. You are blaming the dog for something over which it has no control; if it saw something paranormal and barked-- the dog has no control over seeing such a thing. You aren't mad that he barked -- you are mad that you don't feel safe anymore and you want to blame the dog. As a result, you are in essence making a scape goat out of him.

If the dog barks to protect you -- doesn't that say that the dog cares about you and loves you? If he truly is barking at a ghost, it isn't his fault. Instead of taking on the ghost or your fear of a ghost, you are taking out your fear on an innocent dog who doesn't deserve this.

There are ways to get over phobias and deal with them in a way that doesn't damage those around you. I'm not trying to be mean when I tell you that you are damaging this dog's esteem with your behavior towards it. If the possibility of a ghost unsettles you to the point that it is causing you to behave in a way that you wouldn't ordinarily behave towards a dog, then perhaps you should confront the ghost or your fear of a potential ghost?

You could invite over one of those paranormal people to drive the ghost from your home and then wouldn't you be free to love this dog like it deserves to be loved? OR, invite a priest or some spiritual person to bless and protect your home to make it safe. Have them bless the dog too. Maybe some type of blessing ritual that will make you feel like there is a new start? Maybe it could allow you to feel inner peace, confidence in your safety that you are protected so that you can start healing from the scare and feel more positively towards this dog. I can tell by your description of this dog's behavior that it wants desperately to be loved by you and approved of by you. If this presence you attribute to a ghost isn't attacking you or ripping your home apart, perhaps you could confront your fear head on and make peace with this presence so that it doesn't unsettle you and take away your control in your own household? After all, who is in charge here, you or the ghost? You have alot more power than you are giving yourself credit for here.

If you can't love this dog, you should not be subjecting the dog to emotional neglect by ignoring its emotional well being while safeguarding your phobia. It hurts the dogs feelings and its emotional well being. A dog can only take this kind of thing for so long before it either gives up with a broken heart/broken spirit and becomes sick or it starts acting out with behavioral issues.

I really hope you will do something to make peace with this dog and so that you have the peace of mind to be calm and at ease in your own home. You do not deserve to feel this rattled in your own home. Perhaps you could focus on making your home a sanctuary and take comfort in the dog's love and protection for you. Perhaps you could try having a spiritual person confront this ghost so that you are free to love this dog. Or, if it is a paralyzing phobia that is consuming you, there are counselors who can help you turn this situation around so that it doesn't have total power over you.

I do sincerely wish you well.

Best regards,
Anna Lisa