Alright... Here goes nuthin'...
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I sat on my bed. I was torn between Graham and Jeremy. I layed in bed for almost an hour when I heard another knock on the door.
"Who is it?" I asked, not moving.
"Eliza. Can I come in?" she asked.
"It's your room too, Liza." I said, smiling into my pillow.
She came in and sat next to me. "I saw Jeremy leave. He looked angry. Is everything okay?" she asked. The truth was, he was acting more like Chad everytime I saw him.
"I guess. I'm fine." I said, rolling over to face her. "It's just that I can't even have guy friends now that we're together." I said.
"He'll get over it. If he doesn't, he isn't for you." She said. She shrugged and left.
I closed my eyes. I hadn't eaten for a while, and I thought it was time to eat. I got up and stretched and put on my slippers. My feet were really cold. I heard another knock on the door.
"Eliza?" I asked, puzzled.
"No, it's me." the voice said. It was Graham.
"Come in." I said, nervously. He came in, now without his jacket and gloves. He sat next to me on my bed.
"Sorry I couldn't come with you." I said. I realized I was fidgeting with my hands. I only did that when I was really nervous.
"It's alright. I should have known." he said. He looked up at the ceiling then down to me. "Eliza told me Jeremy looked angry when he left, is everything okay?" he asked. He was concerned. I loved that.
"I guess. He just acts more and more like Chad everyday." I said, shaking my head.
"Chad?" he asked.
"Chad is my ex-boyfriend. He raped me about four or five months ago." I said. I really didn't want to talk about it.
"Oh wow, Kersey, I'm sorry." he said.
"Yeah, let's not talk about it." I said. "I'm a little hungry, wanna go eat?" I asked him.
"Yeah, one sec." he said. I wondered what he was going to do. I stood up and stretched again, waiting for whatever he needed to do. He stood up and...

I'll make you wait.