Thank you so much, I sent a reply to your message.


I talked to my mom online today. She is VERY scared, you can "hear" it in her typing, if you know what I mean. That's all she is talking about now. Lucky for me I can just change the subject, or at least try to. Talking about Dylan takes her mind off it for a bit anyway. It looks like I most likely willbe going to California in the beginning of November now. My mom doesn't want to come until she finds out, that's just the way she is.


But you know what? I know for a fact she is scared because today she told me she loved me, and she never does that. She's just not that way, you would have to know her. But today she told me, and I was like "WOW", because now I really know she is thinking she's going to die. How do I try to calm her down? She just keeps talking about health insurance and how she got seperate cancer insurance. Oh and this part was funny, but she said she has the Duck insurance, you know AAFFFLLLAAACCC! LOL She spelt it that way and it was pretty funny. I just don't know what to do to make her feel better and to not worry so much. I wish I could get her over here so she could talk to others that have been in this situation, so I am going to try to get her to join.....again.