Don't worry about it I didn't date until I was 17 (I'm 19 now and I'm still with that same guy ), and I'm honestly glad I waited. I remember when I was younger - between 13 & 15 - some of my friends had boyfriends. It seemed so weird because their parents would be driving them around on dates... It just seemed so strange to me... Wouldn't that be awkward??? I liked waiting until an age when I could drive myself around, stay out past 9pm, and be able to spend some alone time with my boyfriend. You have your whole life ahead of you! I hope you're feeling better about it, I know, it really can suck being the "third wheel"