I'm glad you're feeling better about this now

Weeell, I'd just like to say that you aren't even close to ugly When I saw some of your pics I was jealous lol Ahhh...You are sooo pretty, and you don't want to go out with someone who can't see that anyways

Trust me though, unless you find yourself emotioanlly stable, not nervous or anxious, or unless you can be truly confident in yourself, you don't even want a bf..Believe me, last year I got asked out by a really popular guy (flirting pays off ) but I wasn't quite ready for someone so above my social status, and I practically broke under the pressure. I couldn't handle it, I was a nervous wreck. Finally I had to dump him.

Also, you would probably be surprised how many guys would go out with a girl who just asked I tried that this year, but the guy wanted to "get to know me better first." (I thought that was a stupid answer, what's a better way to get to know somebody than to go out with them?!)

Anywhos, I don't believe that you are too young at all, 13 is the beginning stage of the teen years! But, if I were you, I'd focus on my pets, and enjoy the time I have left with them One day there will be somebody who notices your passion for them, and will sweep you off your feet!