What have I done to deserve all this crap?

[Kirsten]

How did everything go at the police station? Did it help that you had the receipt with the date on it?

Thanks for asking. Not too many news at this point. I had to sign a written statement of my version, and I was told that the woman who reported me (she's also the car owner) had to show up at the police station on Wednesday. Haven't heard anything ever since. The cop also said that the scratches on my car and her car are not 100% matching, so I hope they will drop the charge. If that's the case, I won't hear anything from them, but at this point, I'm not feeling safe yet. Everytime the telephone rings, I fear it's a call from the police with bad news...

Kirsten, I don't know if this is the case, but it's possible. Could this lady possibly be a scam artist?

Yes, I really think it's something like that! Everything else makes no sense to me. I'm sorry this happened to your mom.



Apart from this, I'm dealing with a lot of backpain again. The symptoms I have now are very much like those I had when I had my disc hernias, so I'm pretty sure it's something like this again. Really, I'm so very tired of all this! My spine feels as if it's about to break.

[GrandChester]

((((((BIG HUGS)))))

I hope she didn't show up at the police station.
I am not in physical pain..but mine is all emotional.
Hang in there for the cats and all your loved ones.
I am glad you are getting assistance with disability and such.
Take care sweet lady!

[Kirsten]

((((((BIG HUGS)))))

I hope she didn't show up at the police station.
I am not in physical pain..but mine is all emotional.
Hang in there for the cats and all your loved ones.
I am glad you are getting assistance with disability and such.
Take care sweet lady!

Thank you so much!!

[carole]

Oh sweet Kirsten when i read your post my heart breaks for you, i truly want you to believe in yourself, you are really good person, and your kitties are lucky to have you, never doubt that please.

We all have bad times and bad days,i know how it feels to have pain issues, depression,when you feel life is just so unfair, and nothing anyone can say or do can really change how you are feeling, all i can say is sweet Kirsten tomorrow is another day, and you never know what is around the corner, there is always light at the end of the tunnel ,although at times things seem so bleak, so horrible, one cannot imagine life ever getting better.

I fear that isolation is not good for you though and will only make things seem even worse, i wish you had someone dear and close to you that you can share your feelings with and someone that can help you and offer you compassion, caring,and understanding,maybe in time you will find that special person, i really hope so, because you certainly deserve it.

I can only tell you not to give up hope, to be true to yourself, and your feelings,i wish there was something i could do , i feel you feel you are all alone, and are giving up, please don't ,we all really do care about you here, and if there is ever anything i can do, whether it is just some one to pm now and then, feel free to do so, always here for you, take care, and GIANT HUGS and i hope with all my being that things will improve and this latest thing with the car is all over soon,and all will be resolved to your liking.

[Kirsten]

Thanks a lot for your kind words, Carole! You're right, the isolation is the worst, and it affects me badly. Sometimes my home feels like a prison. And it's hard ot believe that things will get better one day, when they have been going steadily downhill for so many years. So hard to imagine that I will get my life back, and not to lose any hope...

[carole]

just you let me know if i can help in anyway, although we are many miles apart,i offer my hand in friendship and can be here for you ,just say the word.TAKE CARE sweetie.

[Kirsten]

just you let me know if i can help in anyway, although we are many miles apart,i offer my hand in friendship and can be here for you ,just say the word.TAKE CARE sweetie.

Thank you very much for this, Carole! It's very much appreciated!