Im not sure if this is a life lesson but it messed up my head.

[Freedom]

My goodness, I am so sorry that you went through all this. Cyber hugs coming your way.

I like all that Richard wrote. And Karen's ideas as well.

[Nomilynn]

I am so sorry for your loss. That is a really frightening experience to go through, and my heart goes out to you.

Do find someone to talk to about it. I came home to find my grandmother dead years ago and didn't do anything about it at the time. I wish I had, and even though I'm working through it now, the guilt was something I've carried for a long while. Please take care of yourself, and do what you need to get through it.

HUGS and prayers with you.

[sana]

Hang in there blue, I hope you feel better and May God help ya!