[QUOTE=caseysmom;2298273[/QUOTE]Thats rough, it will take you some time for it not to be so hard to be at work. Sorry you went through that.

Make up with your Dad and brother in K's honor, life's too short and you just never know.[/QUOTE}

Hopefully after this the 3 of us will be better to each other and better in touch.

Quote Originally Posted by RICHARD View Post
1. Take a refresher CPR course.
Thats my next cert, and Ild like to make it company wide.

2. Make a humble pie and have a slice.
Already done.

3. Give your dad and bro a hug and whisper in their ear that you love them.
If I could I would. I will when I get the chance. Our personal BS is to petty not to.

4. My mom passed in the front room that I am sitting in at the moment.
She still makes me laugh when I remember her. Remember the good times.
My Mom pisses me off, not as much as my brother, but she helped me get through a very shitty year. My mom has also done more for me then my dad

5. Do one thing in the office to honor your friend.
A plant, A sign, A photo?
Ill place his coffee mug at on place and Ill find something for the other. He was loved at one and well liked at the other.

6. When you feel sick, go see a doc.
Good advice, I almost lost a finger once and a leg the other. But I dont think K felt sick enough to go to the white coats. They never do. I doubt I ever will.

. What would K think of you if you fell apart because you have to work in that room?
I spent the summer in a haunted house staying with my dad. I may feel uneasy but Ill get through this. I dont think K will haunt me.

8. Live with a purpose.
I havent done that yet. Might be a good time to start.

No matter how many times you look back? You can't change what happened.
As much as I want too, your right. I was told as much today.

I think that K would be happy that you were there to try and help him.

It sure beats being alone.]

Hugs, bro.
I really hope he knew that both J and I where there in the end even if I froze up.

Quote Originally Posted by Karen View Post
Rest in peace, K, and know you had an impact here on Earth.

Blue, our thoughts and prayers are with you in this terrible time. I hope you can find some peace with things, maybe just place some flowers where K died for a few days, or his coffee mug if he was a devoted coffee drinker, some little way to remember him.
Thank you Karen. Ill make sure his mugs are part of the new network backbone.