Im not sure if this is a life lesson but it messed up my head.

[Medusa]

Blue, I'm sorry that this has happened. You've been given some good advice here and I see that you've already done some of the things. RIP to your friend and peace to you, blue.

[Queen of Poop]

Blue, I too am so sorry this has happened. Sending you a great big HUG.

[Freedom]

My goodness, I am so sorry that you went through all this. Cyber hugs coming your way.

I like all that Richard wrote. And Karen's ideas as well.

[Nomilynn]

I am so sorry for your loss. That is a really frightening experience to go through, and my heart goes out to you.

Do find someone to talk to about it. I came home to find my grandmother dead years ago and didn't do anything about it at the time. I wish I had, and even though I'm working through it now, the guilt was something I've carried for a long while. Please take care of yourself, and do what you need to get through it.

HUGS and prayers with you.

[sana]

Hang in there blue, I hope you feel better and May God help ya!

[Laura's Babies]

((((HUGS)))) for you Blue! I know you are a big rough tough guy but don't try to carry this alone.. Even the best of the best need help now and then..

Those guys who were there for my son Eddie had big problems after seeing him walking down the hall on fire screaming for help. They took action without a thought for their own safety but afterwards, they saw it every time they tried to go to sleep and had PTSD from it..

This was a major event in your life. Do not be to proud to see help when/if you need it. I don't know who you work for but they should send you to see someone just to make sure you are dealing with it in a healthy way.. You should not have to deal with this alone...