I would call it self-centred, but not selfish in the usual sense.

Both Andrew Koenig (41) and Mike here (19) had derpession. Chemicals out of whack in the brain. It can take time to find the right meds.

In any case - and I have been there - one of the worst symptoms is being so 'inside your head' that yes, you can't think of anything or anyone outside yourself.

It's a symptom of a serious illness, not a character defect.

I've never attempted suicide - except for alcoholism and binging on junk food - but I can see where these guys were.

RIP dear souls.