Add me to the list of belated birthday well-wishers! I'm sorry you had such a bad experience on what should have been a special time for you.

At least you know you can come here and people will always be willing and happy to "celebrate" with you! PT is a great place.

I have to agree with Karen, try to find an online group relating to your condition. They can be a great resource and comfort to you.

Again, Happy Birthday and may the next year be much better than this one!