Reading about it really does me no good, i am so aware of the terrible cruel things going on in our world, whether it be animals or children or adults, it is happening everywhere,just because i chose not to read about it ,does not mean i don't care or would not do anything to help.

I think the main thing is not to turn a blind eye when faced with neglect or cruel things going on before you, and i certainly would and have not done that, rescuing Nikki and Ellie from their neglect was the best thing i did, i could have ignored the problem and just said ,not my problem, but i could not, and i have no regrets.

Mary you are right, and yes i do try to think that the kitty is now at rest, but i cannot get those horrific images out of my mind, the suffering, before the peace, i know i will in time, but it is just so fresh and raw right now, i wonder why i was mean't to click on that,i am firm believer everything happens for a reason, i just cannot find the reason as yet,all it has done is torment me and haunt me and make me so incredibly sad.

I guess one thing it has made me feel is a need to be close to my family and furbabies, closer than ever, i guess that is a good thing isn't it?

Sorry guy's if i seem to have made such a big deal about this, but it really got to me so much, i just needed to share with my fellow animal lovers, and friends here.