I ask this question as this happened to me by accident yesterday, i was on a NZ cat shelter website here in Auckland city, when i clicked on the In Memoriam section, i was not prepared for what i read, i cannot even tell you as it is so bad, and i feel sick just thinking about it now, i cried and cried after reading it, and it is haunting me, later that evening it came back to me and i cried again, i just don't know how to deal with things like that, i try not to read things or watch programmes as i know how upset i become.

How do you deal with these type of things, i need some advice, as even now just writing about it is making me feel sick to the stomach,i so wish i had not gone to the website, it does not have any benefit me reading it,it only makes me so angry inside, so upset and so depressed, i HATE this world sometimes and the people in it,do you feel as I do, and how to you get over it. It will haunt me for weeks and weeks to come.