welp, I told ya'll I'd let you guys know how things went so...since I can't make myself get enough courage gained to call Alec I never called him--but 3 days ago Alec called me at work, but I was at work and couldn't answer the phone. I was off work yesterday so while I was at Walmart I decided to call Alec back and see what he wanted--I was nervous about calling him so I only let it ring twice and then I hung up--he called me right back and I answered it and we talked for about 10 minutes...he told me he just got a tattoo and we talked about our new jobs..he joked around saying that he got a 'pink' tattoo LOL (not really, he was only jokin ) and we just talked a little while...then I told him I had to run in Walmart but that he should call me again sometime..he said he would...and that was that--that's it. I don't know why he called me a couple days ago--he just calls out of the blue all the time and there really isn't ever a reason for him calling..he just calls and says hi or whatever and then he'll go a while w/out callin until he just decides to again someday...

My brothers and I went to a movie lastnight and my older brother told me that I should call and invite Alec to go to the movies w/ us--I wanted to but I was too nervous to call.

My mother says that she thinks Alec likes me but he's too intimidated by me cause I'm older than he is and he doesn't really know for sure if I really even like him. I dunno...but that's what my mom says.

So I told ya'll I'd let ya know if I called him or what ever happened--
I just don't know what to think...or whether I should just call and ask him out or what...he'll be graduating this May--I figure he'll come around more during the summer after he graduates...but I don't know..
Oh well I need to go I've got to be at work tomorrow at 11am.
Talk to ya'll later