Aww sweetie, i feel for you honestly i do,can i join the party?but seriously, when people say there is always someone worse off than you, they are indeed right, but hey you just don't wanna hear that at the moment eh?

When your are down and out, you are down and out, and nothing will bring you up again, not until you are ready,having a good sob,is a women's therapy in itself i believe, so sob your'e heart out my friend.

I do hope as the week goes by you start to feel a little better , i know it will take time,and i am genuinely sorry you have to feel this way, nothing worse, i completely understand, since turning 50 everything seems to be going downhill for me too, but i guess we just have to go on dont we, where would our beloved furbabies be without us, i always know my children and husband will be ok, but those precious furbabies need me so much, they sure as heck keep me hanging on when feeling low.

Go give them a cuddle and a pat,and like everyone has said, you have done so much good in your life,you are a wonderful person, and i can only hope you will indeed feel better soon HUGS. luv ya xx00

p.s i don't know why it has logged me in as Jewellnz, but it is I carole from NZ of course.