[Dear You. . .]

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Dear Butch,

You'll be home soon. A couple days, I think.

I'm excited. Exuberant. Thrilled. Ecstatic.

You have no idea. I'd better see you or hear from you the day you get here.

I love you, snow cone dad. More than you know. =] I'm so happy you're going to be home and safe.

Love,
Your brat

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Dear... Anyone,

Today marks 3 months that I haven't done it. I really hope that this addiction is over.

Go me. =]=]

-Megan

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Dear Gavin,

You make me laugh in so many ways. Thank you for the airplanes made out of blocks. =] You did great.

I love you, baby. Have a good day at school tomorrow. (I can't believe you're a kindergartener!)

All my love,
Auntie Megan

[Suki Wingy]

Dear Me,
Do your stinking homework once and a while, would ya? This is college, it's not free, so you better pass.
Love, Yourself

[Casper]

Dear wrist,
I know you are cracked due to my own stupidity (and I really do apologize for that!), but can you do me a favor and not have any flare-ups for awhile? I have a bunch of work to do and I would really appreciate it.

Thanks!
-Your reckless owner.

[Aspen and Misty]

Dear Haines Alaska!

HERE I COME

Love,
An extremely excited me!

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Dear World,

I think its time. I think it's time I see a therapist.

I need to get things off my chest. I need to talk to an outside source. I need to know if anythings wrong. I need to know that someday, just someday, I'll be okay again.

Wish me luck.

I've needed this. I know I need help. I've denied it forever, but I got an email from school (sent to everyone) about the counselors we have on site, and I can make an appointment at their branch in the town over from me.

*deep breath*

Now is the time to make a change.

Scared but ready,
Megan

[zippy-kat]

Dear Best Friend with the walnut tree problem,

I'm sending you nut crackers for your birthday.

Sorry to let the cat out of the bag,
Me

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Dear Jay,

I saw you at Perkins.
I had a panic attack, had to leave the section we were in and go to the lobby.
I cried a little.
When I finally mustered up the courage to go back in, you did nothing but stare.
You were with some girl that didn't look over 18.
I'm very tempted to call your probation officer and ask about your new "girlfriend".
You make me sick.
I don't deserve to let you run my life like this.
Yet I do...
I couldn't stop thinking about your eyes on the back of my head the whole time.
I wanted to go ask that girl if she knew ANYTHING about you.

You disgust me.

Go to h*ll.

-Megan

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

dear anyone,

i did it again.
so long, three months.
im sorry.

-megan

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Dear Joe,

Last night, we were texting and you said, kind of out of nowhere, "You mean something to me."

I don't know what I mean to you, but those 5 words will keep me hanging on to you just a little bit longer. Maybe someday...

I told you we should go see Saw 5 when it comes out on Friday. Please. Please please please please. Let this be our time, okay? I really like you, and I know you're damaged like I am, but together we would be amazing.

Let's be us, okay? =]

... Megan.

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Dear Joe,

Last night, we were texting and you said, kind of out of nowhere, "You mean something to me."

I don't know what I mean to you, but those 5 words will keep me hanging on to you just a little bit longer. Maybe someday...

I told you we should go see Saw 5 when it comes out on Friday. Please. Please please please please. Let this be our time, okay? I really like you, and I know you're damaged like I am, but together we would be amazing.

Let's be us, okay? =]

... Megan.

No no no.
Wait.

I'm not playing your stupid game anymore. I've had enough of the mind games. You sit and talk like you like me, but you couldn't care less about me. YOU DON'T CARE and from now on, NEITHER DO I.

I've had enough of you hurting me. I've had enough of people hurting me in general. It's happened so long that I've become used to it, and it took Katie yelling at me for me to realize that I DON'T DESERVE to be treated the way you treat me. I got used to people treating me like sh*t. How pathetic is that?

We're through. We didn't have anything to begin with, but I'm not playing into your bullsh*t anymore. Find someone else to play mind games with.

[Zippy]

Dear Illness,

Why can't you leave me alone?The thoughts and mood swings you give me aren't fun.I hate you but I wouldn't let you controll my life.You can't be cured so at least leave me alone somedays.I know my meds controll you best they can but somedays they don't....Those days are some of the worst of my life.

~Nikki