What a wonderful Kitty story....i know how you feel...i let my dear Ms. Puss go to the bridge in Aug.
it was such a hard decision....but now i know that Y.Lee was up there waiting for her...they can tell savage vet stories together,next to a warm fireplace at The Bridge.....
He will be in your heart forever....
i know how much you miss him....i still pick myfeet up from under the computer so i don't disturb her.....
time heals some....but they are always our Fur Babies!!!!