No you are not being bad for not letting him be around his child!

If he cleans up his act, and starts to behave like a father, that might be another thing.

But until he does, he qualifies only for the position of Past Sperm Donor.

Think of it the other way - letting your child be around him! NOT a good idea AT ALL.

Take care of you and your baby, and contact some of the resources suggested.

hugs!