Thank you, to the posters that comforted me here. You don't know how much your thoughts meant. Charlotte was my world. Funny to think how devoted and attached you become to an animal. She will be forever my child and I take her with me in my heart everywhere and always will. Anyway, guess what? I have a new doggie. It was very hard to make this choice. I thought that I was done with pets. Tucker was an adoption dog. 8 months of pure black Lab. Complete different personality from Charlotte. It has helped having another dog. You just don't know how much you miss having a companion till you don't have one. Tucker is helping me heal. A special thank you to Dorthy39 for you thoughts for me and everyone here you comfort.