lv4dogs, I am SO sorry that this happened to you and your family...at least your grandmother passed away peacefully. My grandmother passed away October 25, 2005 of a absolutely TERRIBLE disease called cancer. Almost a whole year ago, and feels like just yesterday. It will get easier over time. Trust me, you will NEVER forget her...but it really will get a little bit easier. I think I can accept the fact that she is gone now...only because I know that she is safe, healthy, in a better place, and watching over me. I hope that this feeling comes to you soon, too.

Many, many hugs and prayers for you, your family, and friends.