LIZ!!! I can related to your situation, 19 part time RN's and myself were downsized from our jobs at a VA hospital in 1996, because they "had no money!!!" A month later, they were hiring perdiems(me) for $6.00 more an hour then what I was making!!! However, I did find a great job a few weeks later. Things do work out for the better. I know your cats will help you during this rough time you are going thru right now!!! I will say prayers to St. Joseph for you, he is the Patron Saint of Workers, to help find you a job!!! Sandra