Horrific News

**shihtzulover850** · 06-09-2006, 10:06 AM

Originally Posted by Karen

Tell your daughter she is in our prayers, okay?

yes please do!!!

**Lori Jordan** · 06-09-2006, 10:51 AM

We had a terrible night i was up most of it with her she is finally sleeping now she was having nightmares last night i went into her room she was standing in the dark looking out her window saying she sees alyse hanging off our tree's i started crying i cannot imagine this how her thoughts are right now so we went outside and she seen that there was nothing there she says Alyse is trying to tell her something?I have never delt with this in my life and i appologize if i might sound selfish im scared that Becca will never be able to overcome some things this was her dearest best friend they have been friends since the two of them have been in diapers i can not imagine i have had friends killed in car wrecks and one friend murderd but suicide is something totaly different the loosing part is the same i now kinda wish Becca did not know how she did it am i bad for thinking this?Im so confused and heart broken that my baby girl has to go through this and the funeral is on Monday we are going i think it would be good for her to say goodbye but will it hurt her in the long run,Now Alyse was such a good kid she was always there when becca needed someone to talk to when she was having problems at school Becca says she owes it to her i want whatever Becca wants im just scared of what will happen after the service.Thank you all so much for all your kindness!!!

**Pawsitive Thinking** · 06-09-2006, 10:54 AM

That is too sad for words - your daughter is lucky to have you. Please give her a hug from her PT family

**shihtzulover850** · 06-09-2006, 10:58 AM

poor dear.......

**Lori Jordan** · 06-12-2006, 12:13 PM

Just got back from the funeral it was very intersting i must add the way Mom was acting she was smiling and laughing at the burial i dont know if this was my daughter if i could get enough strength to put a smile on my face!!Becca is ok they had a open casket which was hard for her she seems to be ok today she said Mom she is not at rest now so im hoping that by her going it will make her realize that she is now in no more pain and she dont have to deal with the harrasment anymore,i wish she was still here i miss her smiling face but she is gone now and the only thing we can do is keep her memory alive..She was one sweet individual and will be greatly missed the girls that were harrassing her are all up on charges and im glad...hopefully they will be put in jail and get a taste of there own medicine i hate bullys!So that is all for now tc guys!

**Lobodeb** · 06-12-2006, 12:17 PM

Thanks for the update, Lori.

BTW, my offer is still on the table for you and Becca.

Hugs and prayers for you both.

**carole** · 06-13-2006, 09:25 PM

Lori i am so sorry that your daughter has to deal with such pain so young in her life, just be there for her and love her to bits, one never knows what is going on in their minds and i hope she will confide in you her inner thoughts, you sound a wonderful mother and i know this must be extremely painful for you as well,as you know i have experienced personal loss from suicide and i can well understand the despair you and your daughter must be feeling right now, just know you are in our thoughts and we hope that we can bring some sort of comfort to you at this horrible time in your lives. take care and HUGS to you both.

**Lori Jordan** · 06-14-2006, 07:17 AM

Thank you so much yesterday was an ok day she was talking some girls mad some rumors of the body viewing that really scared Becca horrible what kids say!Becca is at school today she has my cell as im at work at the moment and if need be ill go get her and take her home i work with great people and they understand as some have been through this ill type in later how her day went,The cemetary is also beside her school so she can go visit whenever she wants..Thanks again!

**Pawsitive Thinking** · 06-14-2006, 08:21 AM

Just got back from the funeral it was very intersting i must add the way Mom was acting she was smiling and laughing at the burial i dont know if this was my daughter if i could get enough strength to put a smile on my face!!

I went cold when I read that! I guess everyone reacts in different ways to death but this is unbelievable!

You must be so proud of the strength Becca is showing - bless her, she must be totally devastated

**Lori Jordan** · 06-22-2006, 09:32 AM

**Pawsitive Thinking** · 06-22-2006, 09:47 AM

She's a beautiful girl

**carole** · 06-23-2006, 10:43 PM

I agree she is gorgeous, so sad she has to go through this at such a young age, HUGS to you both, and Lori it is such a pity Alyse did not have the caring,kind mother that you are, some kids are just so unlucky.

**jesse_3** · 06-24-2006, 01:42 AM

OMGosh...This is horrible! I am so sorry that you BOTH have to go through this.

I am glad that Becca seems to be doing well. That must be a relief that she is doing better!
Hugs being sent to the both of you for being so strong through it all!

Stephanie