(((((Hugs))))) I know you have to be devastated right now. Our infertility is unexplained, but I know how it is to want a child so desparately and to not be able to conceive. It took me quite awhile to come to terms with our situation. Now, we are in the process of adopting and should bring our baby home by the end of the year. It took us awhile to get to the point where we could afford to adopt, and also required getting to the point where we were emotionally ready. I do understand, at least on some level. You will be in my prayers...