Aw Renae, I am so sorry you have to go through this..... .
You say your ovaries are damaged; has the doc talked to you about IVF? Of course, that isn't cheap either... .
Not be able to conceive is a very tough thing to accept. I know all about it!!
We went through same period, and finally decided to adopt. We have 2 adopted kids and we have a great family!
Isn't there a self-helf-group in your neighbourhood where you can talk with other couples like you?

lots of hugs to you, Renae!!