Oh my Gina, I am just seeing this thread... and I am sorry that you are having to make this decision. I know that you are hurting. But you are a strong and intelligent woman, and I know that the right decsion will come to you. I agree with Karen, think of it as giving them a new wonderful home. I know it will be hard, but you will always know that whoever gets a new furrever family will be loved! We all know that you would be very scrutinizing (is that a word??!! ) about who you choose next to love your babies.

Hang in there.