no furterrorists & everyone loves everyone here! well, sometimes only this dear sweet independent star, (she gets along with almost all) but rule out this special girl - she survived through life & death risk and always will live with a damaged stomach. so say, rule out star and the first eight .. left is gus, chance & echo. rule out + pick out = guilty. gus loves chance/echo, chance loves gus/echo, also echo loves gus/chance.. confusing, eh? they all are special brothers! I really don't want them to pick out, what if they want star? miles? zephyra? (my first catkid!!) clayton? (my only declawed fuzzbutt!) eclypse? (deaf odd-eyed girl) ..every one of them has a special herstory! I don't want to lose any of them but if I have to, I'll lose myself first.

catty, like.. clown will eat me.. I don't sleep good with guilty, being indecisive. good news - miles is one of eight. the oldest I have of the ark's only four years old. (the avatar kitty, zephyra) good idea, by the way! (for miles, I'll be making new thread for you soon!)

barncat, no problem here ...yet. lol - like I said, attention get out of hands sometimes. when I was away at hospitals/schools, traveling more than they needed me, I never thought it was fair for having so many, and few neglected hours given pretty often now. if I've had a fewer, catching up giving attention before going bed would be easier. make ups at weekends still aren't enough for me, fair for them. really, ten and twevle is no difference, right?

thanks carole & everyone. carole - you're far way beyond from harsh! intutition is best, I agree too. guilty's what has me stop. I'll just miss them soo much! but like brody's mum said, only if I'm 1,000% certain they'll be happy - was what I want before I give anyone to anyone! I think I am with this family, and I am sure they will spoil two of them more than I do. also, the mother of the family, herself is a great photographer - and are good at keeping in touch so probably I'll get to see them more than I think.

but ... who?? I know these last boys are at first shy but in 2-3 days, all of them would act like they have been living there, in kingdom for so long! everyone here loves everybody they met anyway.