I feel terrible! Hospital maybe??New UPDATE!

[slick]

Oh Lut, I just don't know what to say except that I wish I could wave a magic wand and make it all go away.

Sorry because I don't reply as much as I used to do

Don't ever be sorry. Lut, you are so loved and we all care about you. You are in my daily prayers, hon.

{{{hugs}}} and kisses to the furry nurses. They certainly know how to do their job.
xoxo

[furrykidsmother]

I am so very sorry to hear all that you have been going through. The waiting and not knowing I am sure is very difficult and the fear of having to go through more tests, especially the bone marrow withdrawal, that does sound scary. Please know that you will be in my thoughts and lots and lots of good thoughts and prayers are on their way to you.

[anna_66]

After our talk this morning I felt so terrible for you. I can't imagine the constant pain you are living with every day and been have the last few years. Makes me think maybe my hurts aren't so bad after all.
I hope that if you have to stay in the hospital that it's not for long. If you sleep bad at home it's got to be much worse being there.

Lut, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers hoping the pain of the tests are bearable for you.
Tell Indra to email with updates any time she feels.


Anna

[Kfamr]

So sorry you're not feeling well, Lut... please keep us updated and I hope you get some healing powers soon!

[Daisy and Delilah]

Lut, my heart is breaking for you. Oh how hard it is to endure what you're going through. I will pray for you really hard and I just hope that you're going to get better very soon

[catnapper]

Oh Lut (((hugs))))

I wish I could be there to help you through the scary parts. Thank goodness you do have the girls to help you through everything (and a caring hooman family too)

I'll be thinking about you and praying you finally get a diagnosis!

[rg_girlca]

Lut, I can only imagine what you must be going through. My heart goes out to you.

My prayers and positive thoughts are on the way.

Please try to keep the faith and keep up a positive attitude that the doctors will be able to help you with your pain.

((((((HUGS))))))

[Lizzie]

Lut,

I've only been reading your posts for a few weeks, but those have been so engaging that I feel I know you a little already and that has made reading your news very upsetting.

It's horrible to move from our own comfortable environment into that of a hospital (I feel that way even though I used to be a nurse) and suddenly feel powerless, constantly facing the unkown and the painful known. When I was facing major surgery, I bought myself a very expensive and glamorous ivory silk dressing gown to take to the hospital. Very impractical, I know, and I couldn't really afford it. But it made me feel as though I was stamping my personality onto an environment in which I would become just another patient, no matter how good the hospital. Having been through this kind of thing before, I'm sure you will remember to take things from home with you to remind you that you are going home when they've finished the tests. Perhaps you can take one of the cats' small toys with you to hold while they do the tests?

Please ask your daughter to keep us updated. We will want news and become anxious if we don't hear anything. Perhaps posting here will take her mind off what will be a distressing time for her also. I'm really glad you have close family to support you and to hold onto.

Hang tough! But don't hold back on asking for medication to help you through everything. My best wishes for as speedy a visit to the hospital as possible and the most hopeful results from your test.

[Maya & Inka's mommy]

Thank you, dear friends!! I knew it, this is the best place to ask for good thoughts It is 10 pm here now.Normally I don't go to bed this early, but I am so tired.... guess I have been worrying contantly
Nighty night dear friends!

[momoffuzzyfaces]

Oh, Lut, I just saw this. I'm so sorry!
I know how awful it is being in pain every second of your life.
Lots and lots of prayers are on the way!
(((HUGS))) too!

[gini]

Oh, Lut, I just saw this thread as well. How this upsets me for you. You can certainly count on my prayers for you..........and I know that everyone here including the prayer pups are storming heaven in your name.

As Slick said, how I wish that I had special powers to heal..............and take all of this away from you, our dear Belgian friend.

[momcat]

Dear Lut, Often our deepest feelings are the hardest to express. Maybe that's why the words won't come to tell you how very sorry I am to hear of what you're going through. I won't say I know how you feel because I've never been there but I do understand your fear and apprehension over the possibility of being away from your family, enduring another series of painful tests, and worrying about what they may reveal. Once your doctors know what the problem is, the healing process can start. I'm a deacon in my church and have already called my Pastor. You are going to be one of our prayer concerns at our Sunday services and will be remembered every day by our prayer team and me. Just remember that you're not alone. If it were possible I'm confident that everyone here on PT would be in Belgium at your side to see you through this. Many prayers are being prayed for you each day. God bless you!