I never do anything because someone else is doing it (if I don't want to) all I ment is, I don't know that I want to be around it.

I would love to go to Florida, but I would have to take Zeke...and I don't know how to do it. I want to go somewhere away from canada/us area. I want to see clear water with white sand. Hey Kay, why don't you come too so I won't be alone hehe

Everything is on the resort, so I wouldn't need to worry about her leaving me somewhere or whatever.

Honestly, I can't seem to feel right about going. It's like a bad feeling. I'm sure they will have an awesome time...and I'm sure I'll say "dang, I wish I went" but I can't seem to feel good about it. Seeing I can't seem to decide, I think it's best I don't go. I really want to travel with friends, she is my own "friend" here. I wish I knew someone else I could go with I would so love to go to ohio, florida or utah again...but I don't see how I can go without Zeke. I loved my time I went in Nov, but it was extremely upsetting to have no dog. I don't see how I'll see anyone again, because I can't seem to get him on a plane!!!