thank you.. thoughts and hugs especially really help.

it's hard to not blame myself, he seems still is a young boy.. I've only had him for 1 & 1/2 years. oh I miss him so much. . . he's still warm, laying in wrapped pillow case in his beddy cage on my dashboard. I'm gonna take him with me to rochester and finish the trip with me.

I didn't had the chance looking around in chicago or had lunch with a friend, accidentally dropped a $16 mug in the store, and dealing with city traffics - not that I mind but makes my day soo slow - not a great day. . .

I'm not in mood of doing anything right now, just emotionally exhausted and going straight to rochester tonight if I can. only 2 more hours after I try to finish my dinner here in london.

probably going niagara falls in few days later (one hour away) without cats waiting in the car would be best, my camera memory card is full anyway.

soo...I guess the next update will be of my arrival. thank you again, everyone - this was fun.