Aww Kim i understand completely how you are feeling right now,and I wish I were nearby to give you a real hug, but know in your heart you are doing the right thing and the best for Flutter, but yes I understand how those emotions build up inside and make you feel,when you see her improve and get well, then you will feel much better, until then hang on in there sweetie, Flutter knows you are helping her,animals sense things and you know that.

Wishing all the best for wee Flutter and that she will make a quick and good recovery and her pain will be eased ,and to you Kim A GIANT HUG and lots of love and I hope you will feel a bit better too once Flutter is on her way to being well again.