Thanks I know all about that for sure , been there many times, it is the time when you really have to be at your strongest, that is why it is good to come here and confess my sins lol, helps me a bit I guess, halloween is pretty new here in NZ too, I am suprised my Ozzie friends don't celebrate it and we do,it was just silly of me to make the fudge, but I felt I was strong enough as I have been doing the w.loss thingy for a while now, just goes to show, the old addiction raises its ugly head anytime and when you least suspect it eh? lol not to worry onwards and upwards I say.