Kelly my heart goes out to you, seriously if it was the one thing in life I could wish for is to have perfect health, I know what it is like to not be well a lot of the time, however i am lucky I do not have to be in the work force as you do, I empathise with you so much, one cannot help being ill, you are such a strong, caring, sensitive person,I hope this will not stop you from fulfilling your dreams, maybe as others have said it has happened for a reason, I can only hope there is something better around the corner for you.

Take this opportunity if you can call it that, to reflect on things and to rest up well for your up-coming surgery, I wish you well and hugs to you , I sure hope things work out for the better, take care sweetie, YOU deserve only the best life can offer you.