I'm totally devistated right now. I don't, in any way, blame my boss, who the heck wants an employee that is sick all the time? I sure wouldn't!

I was out sick yesturday because I ate something at lunch that made me ill for about 24 hours. I couldn't have helped it, other than not eating it...had I known, I surely wouldn't have eaten it! I was miserable...but now its even worse.

My boss was totally upset at having to do this, but who could blame her?? I can't.

She said that once my surgery is over and I'm better, she wants me to work for her, but I doubt it'll be my position of Office Manager. She'll hire that person ASAP.

The only good thing is I just got a call from my surgeon's office and they moved the surgery up. It'll be July 26th. So I'll be able to heal and figure things out sooner.

Ugh...I'm so upset. I mean, I have no one to be upset at. I can't be mad at her, she needs to think of her company. I can't be mad at me, I can't controll this horrid disease. But its getting to me. Its taken away so much of my life and I've fought like hell to stay positive.

God, I need prayers, guys.