Thank you Carole!

I know that what I did was wrong and that it can hurt everybody. I don't want to do it again, and I never will, but it seemed like the only option at the time.

I think that what you said, may be why things have changed between us! I just needed a solution.

I was on counselling and all my sessions are over, and I DON'T wanna go back! I hated it there, kinda scary too! I wake up and see Lexi's face and know that nothing can jurt me, shes the reason that I keep on living for everything I have! And I'm grateful! Having her gives me something to do, its the care that I put into her to make her my girl!

I go to her when I'm sad or upset, when I need a friend right there and to hold on tight! And I'm sure she respects me for that! I don't know how a thread about somethign so disturbing just turned into something so happy and perfect, but now, I realize just how much everythign in life means to me!

Thank you, to everybody, who helped me in this! I know it seems short and taht nothing ever happened, but me thinking of that, will keep me strong! And when I need help or advice, I'll come back and look at what I wrote!