The police didn't just find me and drop me off, they talked to me and my parents seperatly and I have no clue what they told him but anyways ya!

I'm sorry if its making it seem like they are hitting me repeatedly, they have hit me a couple times, but never on a daily basis. If I have to tell you guys the truth, of why I *think* might be the reason then here you go.

A couple of omnths ago, when I posted about my friend cutting, I got into a series of problems in my life, with people at school, etc, and then I attempted to commit suicide. I know it was wrong, but I thought it was the only thing I could do, ever since then, they have acted differently.

But, how can they not see that hitting me, is not going to want me to try again? I have a severly low self-esteem, like where I said gets to the point that I want to kill myself.

Just thought, that might help as well. It took a lot of my courage to tell people that I don't even know well.