Michelle, I've missed reading your posts and seeing pictures of your goregous cats too. I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through such a bad depression. Please feel free to pm or e-mail me any time you want to talk. Sometimes I feel lonely but then I come to PT and this helps me a lot. I'm glad that Jen will be meeting with you. Now you'll have a friend that's close to home. Please take care. (((HUGS)))