Robin, I'm not in your shoes but I have felt like that myself. Quite often I find myself depressed...I've felt like just quitting my job...I know how you feel about the weight issue as well. I'm so sorry to hear that your son called you that. Please know that is not true at all. You really are one of the sweetest people I've ever known. You are so much fun to be around and a great friend to me. Please know that there are so many people here that care for you. {{{Hugs}}} If you ever want to talk I'll give you my number.