Hi Michele,
I understand almost everything you are saying. And the condition (depression) makes all those feelings more pronounced. I too am on Zoloft. It helps a great deal. I still have many of the negative thoughts, but they don't CONTROL me like they used to. I often feel friendless and lonely. I feel useless and worthless. But I no longer feel this way ALL the time.

I hope and pray that this new job can give you a boost of self confidence......AND fun!!!

Stay in touch, we care.