Thank you so much, Lorraine, for your kind and loving thoughts on my loss of my dear little Christofur. I still have such sadness and regrets when i think of him. I wonder if there had been something that I could have done differently in the week I had him.

The woman I got him from gave me holy hell when she learned I had had him put down. She had given me very little information before i agreed to take him and after I got him.

I didn't really realize just how bad off he actually was. I took him right away to my regular vets to be checked out. Now I torment myself over why I didn't take him right away to the very best vets I could possibly find around here.. around the Metro Detroit area.. Southeast Michigan.. maybe the vet clinic at Michigan State U. ...

Hindsight is 20/20..

When he started having the cluster seizures, SIX different vets had seen him by that time. Every one of them thought he was in a lot worse shape than I'd been told

Since he seemed to be stabilized and resting up during the day after those seizures, I was planning to take him home the next morning. Then he started seizing again late that night. Every vet said "Let him go now. He won't even ever be back the way he was. He will be suffering if he's kept alive longer." He's been medicated and monitored all day, and he still starting seizing again." I finally agreed to it.

Right away I thought I'd done the right thing. The next day I started having doubts, and since then I've been in deep remorse and pain about all of it.

God bless you, sweet little Christofur. Please stay by me and meet me at the Bridge... One Fine Day.

Thanks again, Lorraine and all of you whose kind thoughts have helped to soothed my soul.