Pat, I am so sorry on the loss of your little sweet Christofur.

How I can relate to this. I had a sweet little 6 week old girl that I took in and after only 1 day of having her, decided I was going to keep her, but unfortunately, it wasn't meant to be. On the 5th day, she also started to have cluster seizures and it was just horrible to see this sweet little girl go through that. Thankfull she had a few hours without any and then they started up again. One after the other and each time she would come out of one, she would run around like a chicken without it's head on, not knowing what was happening to her, and then would start all over again. To make a long story short, the vet also suggested to have her PTS, because the last one almost did her in. She was so lethargic and was having trouble breathing.
Yes, we could have tried this and that, but the vet couldn't guarantee that anything would help. We decided to let her go peacefully to suffer no more. Did I feel guilty? For sure. Was I able to forgive myself? Yes I did and I pray you will also.

I'm sorry to take over your thread with this, but I just wanted to let you know that you DID do the right thing for Christofur's sake. Even though it hurts like hell to lose one of our beloved pets, no matter how short or long we have them, we just have to be thankful of the times we had with our little furry friends and keep reminding ourselves how much richer our lives were for knowing them.

Rest in Peace dear Christofur. You were so loved and will be deeply missed.

((((((HUGS)))))) Pat