First off....{{{{BIG HUGS}}}}

I'm very sorry to hear about this but PLEASE do not think of yourself as a failure and don't worry about "disturbing" us, because your not. We're all here for you.

If not being able to have children makes you a failure then count me & a lot of other women in because I'm not able to have children either. That was my life's dream. I wanted to get married and have a family....well I don't have skin kids but I have three wonderful furkids
Yes, it's a hard blow when you really want them but if it's really meant to be you will find a way.
Hope I don't sound harsh, but I've delt with this for the last 20 years and I know what it feels like.

More {{{{HUGS}}}}