Kim, I would be in the same shape you are in right now if it were one of mine!

Why not try to draw a picture of her as YOUR EYES of YOUR HEART see her and will always see her and put in it all the love you have for her (with some of all of ours). It will give you something to focus on, come from your heart and hopefully release your pain... Or write her a letter or poem...

If all else fails, just go to bed and cry some more. Cry until you can not cry anymore and we will cry with you and for you. Your pain is our pain too and I hope you can feel the cyber hugs and love we are sending you and hope it can comfort you.

I will pray for pretty Flutter Luv Bug, that her pain is small and recovery is fast and soon she will be back in her Mommies arms to comfort her! WE ARE HERE if you need us. If you need to talk, PM me your phone number and I will call you. ((((HUGS)))) Laura